Wednesday, June 29, 2011

Oh.

"I can’t think of a single reason why I should want this,
but I can think of a thousand reasons why I should quit.
You make it hard on purpose.
There comes a moment when
it’s more than just a game,
and you either take that step forward or
turn around and walk away.
I could quit but here’s the thing,
I love the playing field.
- Grey's Anatomy

Tuesday, June 28, 2011

28th of June

Random conversations with the Prep Bears :3

Me: Is that a rhinoceros?
M (one of the twins): Triceratops!
Teacher, you keep forgetting!
*We had an argument about the toy- if it
is a rhinoceros or triceratops. :))*
-o-
Me: So, N, how was your day yesterday?
N: Good.
Me: That's nice! What did you do yesterday?
Did you go out or stayed at home and played with friends?
N: I can't remember. *smiled sheeply*
-o-
S: I love you, teacher! *hugged me and kissed my arm*
Me: I love you too, S! *kilig*
-o-
E: I'm from Australia and India!
N: I'm from Australia, too!
Me: N, which city are you from?
N: Umm.. Australia. *answers confidently*
Me: Which city, N? Melbourne? Sydney?
N: Australia.
-o-
Me: Good bye, M and A! *waving at the twins*
Twins: Good bye, Teacher Pretzel!
*they said it at the same time with big smiles on their faces*
I don't know why they call me that. Haha!
Maybe because the first day of school,
we had pretzels for our snack.

We can talk about
dolphins, dinosaurs, big bad wolf,
Disneyland, princesses, and everything else
all day if we want to because I will not get tired of it.
I just feel VERY happy whenever I'm with them!
I love them kids even if
it is just the start of the school year. :)

Sunday, June 26, 2011

Message Sent

Again and Again

Oh June, why are you being like this to me?
Issue-tissue again. T_T
Can everything just be normal and happy AGAIN?
Please naman.
This week has totally put me
into different doors of emotions.
It was very tricky and confusing.
It rushes me to heaven and hell in a matter of seconds.
It REALLY does.

* Start of SY 11-12 at Creative Play Corner
June 21

Last Tuesday, work starts again.
We were actually earlier than the actual opening of the school
because
1. New teachers need to get ready and
be prepared with the materials and schedule.
2. We need to clean and decorate our classroom.
MY classroom. :3
3. We need to make new instructional materials.
I am so excited even if I'll be handling the Prep Bears instead
of the Panda Bears.
This is it! :)

* Good times with TeamFab
June 24

It just makes my heart VERY glad to see and
spend time with these people.
Happy Graduation to our very own, Monica!
We had dinner at TGIFridays, BGC The Fort to celebrate
Monica's graduation the next day.
Stormy night with the girls + bf & hubby:


* KrumPinoy 4th Anniversary
June 24

Nothing can stop us- not even the typhoon Falcon.
Celebrated the anniversary at Patio Jose, Quezon City.
A lot weren't able to come. though. :(
My gosh, it's been a long time.
I can still remember the time I was not a krumper yet
and I am so inspired by this fam.
And now, I am a part of them already.
Thank you so much, Big Pat and kapatids! :)
Happy Anniversary to us!


* House of Insults

I'm surprised they stopped from bombarding me
with harsh and heart-slashing words.
Are they running out of words to say or
they realized that it is not working anymore?
I have no more tears to shed nor a heart to
feel the pain.


* U

I found my inner-peace when you answered all
the questions that has been bugging
me for a VERY long time.
Things may have been mind-boggling for so many months,
but at least now I know what your thoughts are.
I do not know how to react
towards everything, though.
I just feel more scared and confused now
because I do not know what your real intentions are.
With all those kisses and hugs,
are you telling me you want me back?
Do you need me because you still love me?
Or you're saying you need me because
I fill in spaces in your heart?
I'm guessing that being there for you always makes
you confident enough to come back
whenever you want to and
just set me aside when you don't need me anymore.
But, there's something inside me that tells me
our love for each other never died to begin with
that's why we're still like this to each other.
Which is which?

I just realized that things happen
when you least expect them.
I was so busy this week because of work
and yet, simple pleasure and heartache
could affect me like this.
I promise, starting today,
I will be more focused and determined.
I have goals to achieve
and things to work on.

I can do this. :)

Tuesday, June 21, 2011

Woot!

Decisions. Decisions.
I have to decide soon.
After tomorrow, I must have the answer. :|
I'm excited yet pressured.
I really hope this is it for me.

Sunday, June 19, 2011

Highlight of the Month



ID 10741658
Bachelor of Science, major in Early Childhood Education

One of the BEST performances ever.
Where love, emotions, professionalism, technicality, and passion
were mixed in one bottle.
I am very proud to represent
La Salle Dance Company Contemporary,
as an alumna,
in the Centennial Celebration of La Salle!


*First 2 photos are from Deej Cruz
Last photo by Iris Quintana

Oh June!

"So how are we to know that it just isn't so?
That we just have to let each other go?"
- Set You Free by Side A

*FYI, that song applies to all,
not just for relationships. :)

The calendar has not reached the 30th of June
and yet, I feel like skipping to July or August.
I find June the toughest month of all.
6 more months till the year ends and I feel like
I have been at the edge of the cliff a lot of times this month.
How sad and frightful.

Sometimes I cannot help myself and ask God,
"Why me? I'm too hurt and tired already."
Giving up and losing hope crossed my mind a lot of times.
And yet, a little spark inside me keeps telling me
not to stop fighting;
to have a little faith and to believe in my strength.

I just want this phase to end.
For this cycle to end, I have to change.
It all began with my decisions and principles in life.
And to let go of the days that have gone by,
I planned and set goals for the future.
Anything or anyone who would cut me to the quick
or will cause a depletion in my life
will be shrugged off.
I just think it would be a waste of space
in my travelling bag.

And as I ride my plane going to an unknown destination,
I want to thank those people who taught me
how to be strong and brave.
I now know what I want and who I am.
If not for all those life lessons,
I could have easily given up and
not fight the unbearable pain away.

On a good note,
I am more than glad to know I found my light.
I cannot hide the fact and anticipation
that I am one step closer to my goals and yes,
meeting "the ONE".
No pressure.
No rush.
I am more than willing to wait for the
day the flowers will bloom for me. :)

Melani and Marko at SYTYCD Season 8


WOW.
Will you look at those legs? =O
I love the concept.
THEY ARE SO GOOD.
Enough said.

Thursday, June 16, 2011

Cheers to 100 Years of Faith, Zeal, and Service!


I'm SO excited for this!
This is yet another great performance with the
La Salle Dance Company.
After a year and a half of absence in the company,
I am back again- only this time as an alumna.
So proud and happy to be able to represent LSDC again! :)

EVERYONE IS INVITED to celebrate with us and
be part of the history's BIGGEST and GREENEST party ever!
Just enter the campus of
De La Salle University-Manila today June 16
and experience the animo spirit of Lasallians!
Do not forget to wear green! :)

Dance and band concert starts at 5pm Amphitheater
Isang Daan will be at Teresa Yuchengco Building Auditorium 7pm
and the much awaited Pyromusical 10pm

See you there! :)

Monday, June 13, 2011

Happy Birthday, Big Pat!

Maligayang kaarawan sa aming ama sa KrumPinoy
na si Big Pat aka Wolf!!! :)

Maraming salamat, Kuya, sa pag-aaruga at pagpasensya
sa bawat isa sa amin.
Sana po ay napasaya namin kayo sa iyong mahalagang araw.

It has been a great year for you and I hope
the One Above will continue to shower His blessings to you.
Thank you for the love and trust you have given me and my kapatids.
No pain and arguments could take away the love
that we have for you and KrumPinoy.
We will ALWAYS be here for you.
KRUMPINOY FOREVER. PAMILYA.
WE LOVE YOU SO MUCH, KUYA!
Again, happy happy birthday po! :)

Friday, June 10, 2011

Chairs With Scars


I miss this! :/

1st story: Vices (Japheth and Gayle)
2d story: Pre-marital Sex (Nadine and RJ)
3d story: Bully (Marian and Sha)

I cannot wait for the
DLSU's centennial celebration
to come. JUNE 16 come faster!!! :D
I will be dancing with my LSDC family once again. :)

Thursday, June 9, 2011

Sunday, June 5, 2011

Light and Heavy

1. Finding the answers to the questions is twice as hard
as it may seem.
So many things are going on this past few weeks
and I really don't know if I can handle this or not.
The thing right here is that I never wanted anything
complicated.
Things were fine before.
Everything was smooth-sailing and easy breezy,
but how come things are so difficult now?
I wish I can just ignore and forget about everything.

I will remain silent about everything
just to prevent everybody from getting hurt.
Just so you know,
it will be freaking painful.

2. RESPECT- one thing you forgot to keep in mind
when you confessed to me.
It is good that you stay true to yourself,
but please remember that we are NOT in the same page.
I do not feel the same nor look at you the same as you to me.
When I say, I don't want to, I AM FREAKIN' SERIOUS ABOUT IT.

3. Moving on and letting go are two different things.
Some people can easily move forward with their lives,
but deep down inside, they know they can never let go of that one person.

4. Seeking for answers, finding the truth,
and realizing you do NOT need some people in life
are three of the most difficult things I have ever done in my life.
But hey, a big lump was taken out of my chest.
Why torture and surround
yourself with insignificant things/people?

5. It is not hard to make decisions
when you know what your values are.
Makes sense, eh?