Inked.

I have been waiting for this for a long time

and only earlier did I find

great courage to suck up

the pain and the fright.

All at once I felt brave and scared.

Brave that I was able to tolerate the pain

and the thought that a big needle

was slowly penetrating through my skin.

Scared that I would regret the words

inked in my body.

Why those words?

What were written in my skin perfectly

explain my life right now.

I will NEVER hate anyone- may it be for hurting me

or for doing any nasty thing to me.

It was not, after all, so scary to do

what you really want.

I cried during the process,

but there is always an end to every suffering.

The pain was SO worth it. :')

Thank you Ren, Karelle, and Lyle

for giving me courage and standing by my side.

I will hate you NOT even a bit.

I hope you REALLY are happy now.