Goodbye August, Hello "Ber" Months!

While eating my favourite food in the world

(for those who still don't know, it's chicken),

I try to recall all the things happened in August.

Time flew really fast this month.

I cannot even remember

what happened during my birthday. :))

In a nutshell,

this month has been VERY exhausting.

So many things have been discovered..

Questions were finally answered..

Found my inner-peace..

Highlights of the month:

1. My Cherry Mobile phone got stolen

2. Start of dance class in the preschool

3. My 22d birthday

4. Preschool drama-rama

5. The "TALK" with YOU

6. Got my first tattoo

7. 6 nights at YOUr place

I am more scared now and yet

I feel so free.

My heart, that is.

I just have to deal with the pain

and weeping.

I have to say,

I am ready not even a bit for the coming months.

2,600php Worth of Lesson

I missed the flight.
Oh yes, I just wasted 2,600php from my own savings
because the airline where I booked my flight in
did not let me board the plane
JUST because I was 5 minutes late.
I was late because:

1. The queue outside the airport was crazy.
I did not think it could be possible at 4 in the morning.

2. The check-in personnel asked where my destination was
just in case I needed to skip the line and check in ahead.
I said I was off to Cebu and she did not say anything
so I presumed that I still got time.
When it was my turn,
she said they had their last call 5 minutes ago.
It was before I arrived at the line.
She should have let me check in first then.
AND
She should have said that
when she asked me the moment I arrived.

What made my supposedly "happy long weekend" UNHAPPY
is that there is no such rule in their itinerary receipt
and when I was demanding for an explanation,
they just said
"Mam, yun po yung nakalagay sa rules dahil Holiday po kasi."
FYI, I have read and understood the rules.
I need an explanation not some bullshit reasons.
Gah. This made me really mad at the airport earlier.
I am glad I got the ticket for a bargain price.

I just feel really bad right at this very moment
because I would not be able to watch
Monica's ballet recital and
go to the beach with TeamFab. :( *sigh*
I am TRULY sorry, gerlies.
And oh, what's worse is that I wanted to rebook my flight,
but there was no available flight for today
and for tomorrow's flight, the price is too expensive.
So yeah I guess
I should make the most of
my long weekend here in Manila.
Lesson learned.
Can I just say that this lesson is too damn expensive? Haha!

Day 8 and So On

Friendship is far more important than

anything else in this world.

Damage controlled.

Prayers have been answered. :)

6 to 7

Hindi ka nanga naiipit sa maling sitwasyon na sinimulan MO,

pati ba naman natitirang masasayang bagay

sa buhay ko kukunin mo pa?

Grabe ka naman.

Tirhan mo naman ako ng kahit konti.

I went to church earlier...

JUST TO PRAY FOR YOU...

Day 5

I thought things are getting better with me,

but being left alone is not a good idea. :'(

Inked.

I have been waiting for this for a long time

and only earlier did I find

great courage to suck up

the pain and the fright.

All at once I felt brave and scared.

Brave that I was able to tolerate the pain

and the thought that a big needle

was slowly penetrating through my skin.

Scared that I would regret the words

inked in my body.

Why those words?

What were written in my skin perfectly

explain my life right now.

I will NEVER hate anyone- may it be for hurting me

or for doing any nasty thing to me.

It was not, after all, so scary to do

what you really want.

I cried during the process,

but there is always an end to every suffering.

The pain was SO worth it. :')

Thank you Ren, Karelle, and Lyle

for giving me courage and standing by my side.

I will hate you NOT even a bit.

I hope you REALLY are happy now.

And Yes... Day 3

"What am I going to do when

the best part of me was always you?

What am I supposed to say when I'm all choked up

and you're okay?

I'm falling to pieces..."

And Day 4...

Day 2

I'll pretend I did not see anything.

Coffee Bean journal entry for Aug18.

Day 1

"Di malaman kung ano ang gagawin

sa damdamin na di ko maamin

sa sarili kung bakit ka pa ba andyan.

Sabisabi ng mga kaibigan ko

'Wag mong pilitin ang hindi para sayo.'

Ngunit bakit hindi kita makalimutan?"

--True Faith

August 11

Another year has ended

and a brand new year is in store for me.

22 years of my life and so many things to thank for. :)

Here's a little something that made my day VERY special.

I love you guys. Thank you. :)

The some of best people in the world.

LSDC-Contemporary's HUENIVERSE: A Glimpse

La Salle Dance Company- Contemporary

is about to celebrate its 31st anniversary.

We would like to invite everyone to come

and celebrate life and its colorfulness with us

on September 16 and 17, 2011 7pm

at Teresa Yuchengco Auditorium, DLSU-Manila.

Tickets are only 200php each. :)

*Some of the current members

*Alumni with Sir Peter
*LSDC- Contemporary Alumni
*Sneak peek :)