I Just Have To

I cannot keep doing ALL these things anymore.

I am not a toy that you can play with

and put back to the shelf anytime you want.

I am not disappointed nor angry.

I wanted this, yes; but I guess,

what I really want is to save myself from abyss.

I am tired of being your option

when you know I should be a priority.

You know my worth and yet you treat

me as if I am some girl that you have just met somewhere.

I cannot fall from another trap.

I was able to save myself once.

I will do that again this time.

I deserve true affection and real love.

"You know what sucks?

Realizing that everything that you believe in

is a complete and utter bullshit."

-500 Days of Summer

I guess this time it really is good-bye.

I love you still.

You will always be a part of me.

It just hurts too much.