Thursday, December 16, 2010

Au Revoir


It ended there
and I am free again.
Free from hurtful things
and all the misery in life...
I have a cold Christmas again just like last year.
The only difference is that now,
I am still complete.

Sunday, December 12, 2010

KrumPinoy at Party Pilipinas

Another buck performance at GMA7's
Party Pilipinas!!! :)

Thank you so much, Mark Herras,
for inviting us to dance with you
at Sayaw Pilipinas!
Advance happy birthday! :D

KrumPinoy who danced that day:
Phil Pamintuan aka Murda-Warrior
Francis Latorre aka Fresh-Murda
Jayme Rotoni aka Duke
Homer Eugenio aka KAOS
Billy Lipit aka FOBOS
Gayle Penaranda aka Venus

"DingDong Dantes made a mistake in introducing KrumPinoy
that he had to repeat it 3 TIMES :))"

"KrumPinoy's performance"

Saturday, December 11, 2010

The Good and The Bad

"I don't regret the painful times;
I bare my scars as if they were medals.
I know that freedom has a high price,
as high as that of slavery;
the only difference is that
you pay with pleasure and a smile,
even when that smile is dimmed by tears."
- The Zahir, Paulo Coelho

Splotchy face...
Hurting eyes from too much crying...
Brain is about to explode from all the thoughts running through my mind...

Oh wow.
Life, you just hit me again right on the same spot for the nth time.
Bull's eye!

When good things are coming,
something/someone will always try to spoil everything.
Oh wait, it just did.
Just when I thought life is getting better,
something would pop out of nowhere and it will ruin everything.
Did I let it destroy the good things coming?
Heck no.

Lesson learned:
Never ever let anyone make you feel
unhappy- with or without your consent.
It's just so wrong. It feels awful.

And so it goes...
The good old drama-rama of my life.
The ups and downs of a typical person.
What's new? :/
Only this time, I think I'm making the same mistake again.
The same mistake I made 4 years ago-
committing in a relationship
and not confident enough if I am 100% sure of how I feel.
And it sucks. BIGTIME.
I don't want to hurt anyone because I know the feeling
and it's not nice. Trust me.
What to do?
Gah.
Sometimes, I wish I would hit my head and
forget about everything.
Can I just eradicate all the hurtful things in life?
Or...
Can I just walk away and say "fuck you?"
Damn it.
This is driving me insane.
God help me. Please. :'(


Monday, December 6, 2010

Hello Toddlers!

Happy Hearts Preschool
is officially my new home. :D

I started working earlier at the preschool
and my first day was VERY good.
I'll be handling the Toddlers Class
together with my college batchmate, Teacher Danielle.
Coincidence?
Yes but I'm glad because I feel comfortable
that I know someone in my workplace.
I also like the fact that I'm working in an exclusive location.
It's so refreshing and nice to hang out in. :)
By the way, my workplace is at Rockwell, Makati City.

We have 4 students in the class.
2 of them are Israeli, one is an Australian, and one of them is a Filipino.
I learned new things and new words from them.
This is a good beginning for my career. :)
I so love it.
I am now officially employed!
I am now a teacher. :D
I'm excited for the next days, months, and years to come!

Thursday, December 2, 2010

BOBG3

Experience the rawness and buckness
as the
Philippine Krump Scene,
in cooperation with
KrumPinoy,
brings you back...

Blackout Battlegrounds3

Wednesday, December 1, 2010

Job Hunting

2 job interviews this week! :/
Oh my...
Boy, this makes me sweat like crazy.
This will be my first, real interview.
Wish me luck! :D

December

Sometimes,
I wish I could go back in time
and erase everything.

December, please be kind to me.
Please. :'(
I don't want to make the same mistakes again.