End.

This will be the FIRST and the LAST

time I will show/say/reveal what I really feel.

I was very discreet about it because I thought

it would be the best way.

I was wrong.

Dealing with the pain is the best medicine.

And here I am, facing every shit along the road...

A lot of people are asking me how I do it.

To be honest, it was freaking hard.

Well, if you really want to know my answer,

this is what I always do.

1. IGNORE your heart.

2. Focus on other things.

3. Let go.

Easy right? :)

But if only you knew the process...

If only I could explain it...

*sigh*

I could have made this a lot easier,

but I didn't because I wanted the answers so bad.

Well...

The answers are right in front of me.

I was just blind.

It was a good lesson learned.

Hard lesson I will never ever forget.

I have learned and discovered so many things about me

and I want to say thank you for that.

At least, I know I have loved truly.

I never regret anything.

You're still the best guy I have ever dated. :)

Anyway, here's a song that was stuck

in my head since May.

I need to let it out so I can let go.

Let everything out. :')

*Listen from start till end ;)

Nadine's Graduation Party at Fiamma

It's been a long time since the last time I went

out with TEAMFAB.

Oh I missed them super much. :(

I love you gerlies, rain or shine. ♥

Even though we weren't complete,

the night was WILD yet FANTASTIC. ;)

Over flowing drinks and dancers were everywhere...

Sophisticated and foxy Lasallian ladies

were dressed in their usual classy outfits

while the gentlemen were

in their colorful button down shirts.

I like the crowd even if the place was split into two parties.

What I like about the place is that it's a non-smoking club. :))

There's just one thing that ruined

the almost perfect night.

My friend Evan lost her purse and Renee, her flip phone.

Everyone was so upset about the unexpected incident

because the people who took the purse

were actually answering Evan's two phones

I'm not surprised to hear that

we both have the same background sound.

I don't want to assume things,

but I hope they just have mistaken the purse to theirs.

I really hope they would give it back.

As for Renee, the person who stole her phone

switched it off immediately.

Tsk.

A happy celebration turned into a disaster party... :(

Anyway, here's a photo of me chillin' while

enjoying my Absolut. ;)

It's Been A Long Time

Whoa. I almost forgot about this. :(

Not good, not good.

I'll update my blogger starting tomorrow.

So many things to share. *excited*

Boracay Escapade Day 3

Our last day. :')

I will really miss this place.

Oh gosh. I love it here at Bora.

I'll come back again next time.

We just went to the beach and swam for the nth time.

This bonding experience with my HS friends is priceless.

I love them so much.

Almost 8years of friendship and we are still here,

UNITED.

Just like when we were still in the cheerleading team

back in high school...

Awesome people = Fun vacation.

Enough said. :)

I miss this.. VERY much. :(

And we all went back to the resort to pack our things... :(

Goodbye, Bora!

I shall see you next summer. Hopefully...

Boracay Escapade Day 2

Obviously, we got too excited yesterday and tire ourselves out and

tried to catch some sleep on the 2d day at Boracay.

We planned to watch the sunrise at the beach,

but since everyone was tired from last night,

we just slept all morning and went to the beach in the afternoon.

Today, we did the activities and bought souvenirs.

This much awaited vacation is really getting better and better.

Helmet diving is the shizz! The helmet was VERY heavy but it was so cool.

And, I also didn't know that the middle of the sea in Bora was only 20ft. deep.

Flying Fish was way cooler than I expected. :) I was very scared at first,

but it is one of the activities I enjoyed.

I almost let go of the handle during the ride. :/

The pasalubong goods and other souvenir stuff are VERY cheap.

Let the pictures do the talking. :)

*Boat going to the middle of the sea.. HELMET DIVING FTW!

*Flying fish

*Dinner at Jonah's

*Henna Tat

*Straddle jump and freeze during sunset

*Walking by the beach at night

It was tiring yet a fun day for all of us! :)

Tomorrow's the last day and I'm sure hell going to miss this island.

Now I'm not wondering why most people I know loved this place.

It is indeed a paradise.

Boracay Escapade Day 1

At long last we arrived at Boracay Island!

My first time to be here... :D

Since the flight was at 6ish in the morning and

we had to be at the airport by 4am, I didn't sleep the whole night. :))

I'm very excited to see the white sand of the beach and

excited to be with my HS friends. :D

We didn't do much on the 1st day, but we had a LONG day.

We just went to the beach, ate, ate, and ate.

We also partied at one of the popular clubs in Bora. ;)

Oh gosh...

Here it goes...

*Flight number

*In the plane

*Transfer boat going to the island

*Hello Fairways and Bluewater

*While waiting for the service car

*The AWESOME beach of Boracay

*Big breakfast at Lemon Cafe

*Walking around D*Mall

*Back to the beach

*Buried Ahya Redd in the sand

*Foodtrip before going back to the resort

*Dinner at Fish Bar

*Sand castles and Poy:">

*At Club Parao >:)

*Walking advertisements

To end the long day & night,

most of us got drunk. :| Including me...

I'm sorry tricycle driver and Andok's crew! :|

What happened in Bora stays in Bora. ;)

FTW, here's a photo of me enjoying the view of the island

Let Me Be The One

The dream is finally over

and I'm back to reality.

After four months of ups and downs,

I'm back. Finally. :)

I just want to thank everyone who were by my side and listened.

BIG hugs to Fresh Fam, Twisted Fam,

Kabayan Krump Movement,

and my newest family,

KrumPinoy.

And most especially to the ONE who never gets

tired of listening to

my drama-rama stories and countless cries.

You know who you are.

I'm sorry if I always run to you

whenever I'm down.

Thank you so much for pulling me up

and for showing me my worth.

I'll soon figure out those "words" that I need to tell you.

Anyway, here's a video for all the krumpers out there.

This is what you call FAMILY.

FILIPINO KRUMPERS UP^