Temporary Insanity

Here is a list of songs that I listen to lately. It, practically, sums up what just have happened to me a couple of months ago.

I know.. I know..
Too sentimental and gloomy.
But hey, these songs helped me drain my eyes out and see the colors of life.
Just give me time.
This playlist will be replaced by an awesome and more blissful one.

We get there when we get there. :)

1. The Scientist - Coldplay
2. Last Chance - Allure
3. Out Of Reach - Gabrielle
4. Anytime - Brian McKnight
5. You Were There - Regine Velasquez
6. Need To Be Next To You - Leigh Nash
7. Foolish Games - Jewel
8. Emotions - Destiny's Child
9. Crave - Marc Dorsey
10. Kisapmata - Rivermaya
11. Halaga - Parokya Ni Edgar
12. Doin' Just Fine - Boys II Men
13. Tadhana - Up Dharma Down
14. Tell Me - Joey Albert
15. How To Deal - Frankie J
16. Far Away - Nickelback
17. Love Song For No One - John Mayer
18. Better -  Tom Baxter
19. Someday - Nina
20. Dying - Five For Fighting

The last song is pretty much my "theme song" right now.
Don't ask me why. The moment I sat in the car of my colleague and that song played over the radio, I know it is the song.

Day 1

"Di malaman kung ano ang gagawin

sa damdamin na di ko maamin

sa sarili kung bakit ka pa ba andyan.

Sabisabi ng mga kaibigan ko

'Wag mong pilitin ang hindi para sayo.'

Ngunit bakit hindi kita makalimutan?"

--True Faith

End.

This will be the FIRST and the LAST

time I will show/say/reveal what I really feel.

I was very discreet about it because I thought

it would be the best way.

I was wrong.

Dealing with the pain is the best medicine.

And here I am, facing every shit along the road...

A lot of people are asking me how I do it.

To be honest, it was freaking hard.

Well, if you really want to know my answer,

this is what I always do.

1. IGNORE your heart.

2. Focus on other things.

3. Let go.

Easy right? :)

But if only you knew the process...

If only I could explain it...

*sigh*

I could have made this a lot easier,

but I didn't because I wanted the answers so bad.

Well...

The answers are right in front of me.

I was just blind.

It was a good lesson learned.

Hard lesson I will never ever forget.

I have learned and discovered so many things about me

and I want to say thank you for that.

At least, I know I have loved truly.

I never regret anything.

You're still the best guy I have ever dated. :)

Anyway, here's a song that was stuck

in my head since May.

I need to let it out so I can let go.

Let everything out. :')

*Listen from start till end ;)

Lao Shu Ai Da Mi- Xiang Xiang

This song is one of my favorite songs in my
Chinese Music Class back in high school. :)
I super love it.
The title may sound weird
but the meaning of the song is beautiful. :)

Enjoy listening and watching the video! :D
*Note: Do not mind the background video haha

Oh and by the way, the title means Mouse Loves Rice. :))