The Clock Is About To Strike Twelve

I feel giddy
anxious
scared
happy
sad
excited
overwhelmed

I don't know!!!

I'm a scared cat right now
because in less than 1 hour
I'm a teen no more.
I am officially an adult-
a woman saying hello to the big world.
Waaaaaaaaaahhhhhh!
I'm scared :((
Oh fudge.
No more excuses.
No more childish acts.
No more everything.
Haaayy..

On a good note,
I am now free to do whatever I want.
(As if I'm not hahaha)
Anyway, what I'm saying is
that I know I am more independent
and more aware of the reality now.
Just like the way a real woman should act-
Mature, independent, and practical

30 more minutes...
Happy 20th birthday to me :)